Misunderstanding

I really have to think before I speak! Every damn time I open my damn mouth pure shit is coming out! When I said I was afraid of summer because I always is so much away that my girl find someone else, it was understood like I don't wanna stay with her after the summer:-/  there is nothing I want more than that!

Last night I went to see the avengers with my girlfriend and a bunch of friends, after that, we had the best sex ever and had more fun! I had never been so turned on! But an old friend from scout had texted me the most of the evening because she to hear when I had time for her, but I didn't really wanna speak to her right there... When my girlfriend then asked me who it was, I opened my moth before I thought the slightest... And ended up saying something like she was an old crush, when I should have said that 4 years back we have a small flirt butnow we are very good friends...   Just shut the damn up morten!

I love her so much! But every time I screw up she loose more and more faith in me, and I completely understand her! How would I feel if I felt like she was cheating on me? Even if she said something different and I knew (or at least hoped) she told me the truth? I would be completely broken and loose complete faith in myself and her! Is that how you feel right now?

"what's worth the price is always worth the fight"

Morten... Please go die in a bathtub! She deserve something better than me, but if u want me, I'll fight for you to last drop of blood! You made me think and see, and I wanna see and think!